15. Plane Crash
[Verse 1]
Dazed, chained in a frame, until the grain is swallowed
Never new this pain would follow, wallow, numb, my brain is hollow,
Mountains, and peaks, the sound resounding in screams
Wanted to stand with you there, guess its only allowed in my dreams
Obscene, sided blind, blight, what a disastrous strike
Pegged you a rose with some thorns, but you had the wrath of a spike
The effect has a last on my life, like it was the pull from your eyes
I gave you my body and my heart, and you just catapult them to skies
The deceit...nothing is perfect, but its like nothing was fixed?
Now its all fucked up as shit, it would be easy if our blood wasn't mixed
It should be obvious who I'm talking', its the route that you're picking'
Stricken, could name this for you, fact is that I doubt you would listen
Decisions, the rain, fog distant like a fable that fades
You wonder why I'm in slain, it is plain, you enabled the blade
Mangled and chained, my flight it is grounded and labeled as lame
Blast, explosive decompression strangle the frame of the plane
[Chorus/Hook]
What I found surprising, engine glide sound residing
Banking left, bow is diving, eyes where ground is rising
I'm flying out my weight class, since our fates clashed
It's like my wings have fallen, call it plane crash
X2
[Verse 2]
Keeping it level? I barely function to speak,
A song reminds of you when I'm out for something to eat
I Duck to the bathroom, speeding, as I reel from the pain
Tears streaming, trying to hide like I don't believe in the shame
But it is real, it is framed, it is smeared, it is stained
You pretend to get a grip, but can hardly believe that you're sane
Conceal it in brain, exposed the crumbled walls that were found
Falters in rounds, like life loses flight and it falls to the ground
Best believe I was high, I was steady locked in your gaze
Released from your eyes, but then I was heavy rocked from my daze
Hit with the viscous attempt, given intent, dipped in and spent
Your mission positioned with vision, with precision, and maliciously bent
This is what your victory gets, purpose not clear to my yet
But the slope, you chose, no ropes, what you spoke was Slippery wet
Me, I never live in regret, forever I will give you respect
Even if I crash and burn, from the errors I couldn't correct
[Chorus/Hook]
What I found surprising, engine glide sound residing
Banking left, bow is diving, eyes where ground is rising
I'm flying out my weight class, since our fates clashed
It's like my wings have fallen, call it plane crash
X2
[Verse 3]
Just speaking makes me angry, strangely,
Thought I was bound to outer space, but its imprisoned me lately
Vaguely, I remember, the rain in November,
Icy damage slides to the heart, car frames into fenders
No change from any lender, no escape when you enter
I am a titan on the earth, but within deep the pain is tender
Put my name in a bender, spread plain like I'm slender
I can't find a way to say it, brain is a mosaic, blender
Struggle to pick the pen up, damage has ruined its trust
How could you do this, turned your back on our life, music and us
Those damn songs, submissive, in any position or place
It's like I stay high all the time because I am just missing your face
But I live with the taste, our hearts laced, inebriated
By the music, so when I do this, my heart breaks when its created
But I gotta save the plane, won't see demise into sands
God, our lives in your hands, guide me to fly, and glide so we land
[Chorus/Hook]
What I found surprising, engine glide sound residing
Banking left, bow is diving, eyes where ground is rising
I'm flying out my weight class, since our fates clashed
It's like my wings have fallen, call it plane crash